I can’t believe my AP Economics teacher! It’s the day before thanksgiving and half of our school, including the teachers, aren’t here, yet she feels it’s perfectly ok to give us some worksheet for homework because we missed her “oh-so-important” class. Give me a break! I was already annoyed by how she spams my hotmail inbox with her complaints about our bad manners every other day, and now she emails us saying “I can’t believe you missed class”! Like, oh my God, I can’t believe the world is round!

I feeling rather sick right now, and I’m not sure what’s causing it, hopefully just a lack of sleep, but if it’s because of something stupid I did yesterday…then I’m screwed. Speaking of yesterday, I broke down again; just when I thought I was getting over my heartbreak. It was worse than before, and I even yelled at my mom, who was trying to comfort me. She didn’t get mad or anything, but she just sad with a sad look on her face that she’ll continue to pray for me. Right then and there, I just wanted to curse God and die. Seriously. And while I was in the middle of feeling sorry for myself and thinking that I was the most unloved and unwanted person in the world, God sent an angel.

Janice called. I had texted her earlier that day asking if she was free today, and I suddenly heard my phone ringing, and it was Janice. Of all people I can bitch at, Janice is the only one I can’t. So we chatted for a while, and as I was chatting, it felt like parts of that bitterness was melting away one at a time. By the time we hung up, my heart was just filled with peace and guilt, because I was not alone; God was there. Like he always has been, and always will.

Still, my stomach, head, and every other body part is physically suffering. I think I’m about to hurl.Error processing request

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